The last 10 months have caused me so much pain and confusion, and I have spent more time than I probably realize just thinking. Trying to understand, trying to learn, trying to just know all the answers to my whys. I don’t understand why, at the peak of my excitement, at the peak of my eagerness to learn and experience life, do I get hit in the face with this weird, debilitating anxiety that prevents me…

I’m so grumpy about this today. I’ve complained about my Gastroenterologist before, but here I go again! Since my sister has moved to Raleigh, she switched her PCM and specialist doctor for her Crohn’s disease. My mom has been attending these doctor appointments with her since she has been put new medication and there’s a lot of other new things going on, and whatnot. My mom has since been talking to this doctor about my…

So I found something similar to this while floating around Facebook, and I wanted to make it! I wanted it to be Low-Carb though, and obviously, with ingredients that I like, so I did my own version of it and ate it for breakfast. I used one whole piece of Lavash bread, but split it in half with Kyle (1/2 is a serving anyway; 50cal & 5 net carbs) I’m not crazy about the taste…

I’ve been thinking on this for a long time, because It’s something I’ve struggled with for as long as I can remember. I’ve been wanting to write about it, but could never combine the right words to convey the thoughts and emotions that accompany the idea of it all exactly how I wanted to. I always knew there were certain things I could deal with, but I always put it off. I always knew I…